alternating the weeks.

im up.then im down.then when im finally up again, i hit rock bottom once again.i feel my lowest when emo peaks.ironic aint it.oh wells.im confusing myself like a RETARD.somehow,i wish i were really a dumb 'blonde'.at least i wouldnt think,let alone think too much.ha!wont life be much easier than.

i wonder why we need knowledge then.damn adam and eve for eating the forbidden fruit.lol.if they hadnt acquired knowledge we wouldnt have to spend money on clothes,we'd all b planting fruit trees,we wouldnt even havta worry much about anything else cos life is totally in place.rarrr.

i wish i never felt much emotions.i wish i had a higher threshold for receiving care and niceness.then i wouldnt be thinking so much.ahhh.i shall go emo now. (:

toodles~

muacks!

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